Life goes on .

It has been 3 month ago since I last updated my blog . Things happened . A lot . I cried , suffered , sacrificed   , and wasted all my time and love . Just don't know why such thing happens to me . I know I hurt him . I'm sorry . I felt sorry and guilt . Honestly , I didn't miss him at all . We used to promised to each other , seems like it cannot be fulfilled anymore . You won't be happy if you forced yourself to do anything . Get a new life dear . You won't be happy , staying together with me , such a troublesome girl . My life is complicated . I'm not the suitable person for you . Please , don't ruin my life , my friends , my family . Leave them alone . Kinda perplexed right now . Stressed . I beg you , please , go away .