You are not easy, but you are necessary

 i dont hate you 2024 

but you were a difficult year, full of challenges, changes and learning

you showed me that life can change in a blink of an eye, and taught me to trust myself more

but above all you made me understand that my health whether physical, emotional or mental is what really matters

you showed me that not every question needs an immediate answer, and not every ending is a loss. 

you taught me that stillness is not stagnation, sometimes it's just life making space for something new

So no, i dont hate you :) but i wont forgive you either, at least not yet

you dragged me through truths i didnt wanna face, through loss i wasnt ready to feel, you left me with wounds that havent closed, with breaks that havent settled into anything i can understand

i dont see light pouring in, not yet, but maybe thats the lesson

you didnt come to fix me or redeem me, you came to strip away the illusions that life is anything but predictable, relentless and brutally honest

you didnt rebuild me, you left me with the choice to do it myself

So thank you 2024, you are not easy but you are necessary 💛