Realization.

One day , you will meet someone new .. Someone who seems okay at first. You two can connect. Which somehow leads to both of you communicating pretty often. Still , it isn't anything serious. But you start talking more. He/She starts to make you laugh , make you smile , make you feel warm inside. He/She turns out to be someone amazing in your books. Unexpectedly , you start developing feelings. Now , it's something beautiful. A new chapter , maybe. Or is it ? Just when you think something might be going on with this someone , it slowly hits you that perhaps you're the only one who's feeling something special ; who's actually trying , hoping , wanting ...... Upon this realization , you stop trying as much , you distance yourself to get over this person , you gradually accept the reality of how it wasn't meant to be and you eventually move on. Then one day , you meet someone new ... 

I know it's sad to accept this when reality strikes. Cruel enough.