6:40pm

It is been a dreadful month and I am still stuck in square one ;

And there is one day an acquaintance told me ;

" You know what your problem is? 

You get attached, fast.

And once you're attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them 

happy. 

It's never been about what you want, it's always everyone's needs before your own. 

You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. 

They take advantages you, and you became a pushover. 

But you're okay with that, because they're in your life and that's is all you ever really wanted. 

And even if they screw you over, you will still be there for them. 

Because that's you, that who you are. 

Once you get attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there. 

And that is why it's so hard for you to let him go. "

Sometimes I look at the sky and pondering,

People go, 

but how they left always stay.

And it made me tear up each time I replaying the tragedy of ours.