SPM Trial Examination

So I heard that tomorrow is the big day . I'm like ' Seriously ? Why I didn't have any nervous or anxious feeling towards it ? ' Well what to say ? I'm not prepared for this upcoming exam , I really want a better grade , and everyone are stressing me . I didn't blame you guys , i know you do this for a good reason . It's just that I have nobody to talk to , I really need someone who willing to sit and listen to me , at least for a while . Even my dearest friends and family doesn't have the time for me . Never . Even I'm sick , nobody cares . Even if they care , they would definitely scold me . Sudden urge of loneliness , sadness and tiredness . I'm sick of everything . All the insincere . That's it .