Lost

Feel so lost . Don't feel like study at all . Maybe mom is right . I'm not the type for straights A in SPM . I really need help . Is anyone there who able to help me ? I need to change myself . Transformation needed immediately . Can't hold any longer . I wanna cry . For real . I wanna hug someone and cry on her / his shoulder . Can't handle them anymore . I guess I will be fine . Just not tonight .