Fear

I worry daily. 

He always creeps into my mind and I worry, about him. 

What he's been up to, what he's thinking, and how is he.

How I could help, if he'd just let me. 

We could make it together, we could be there for each other. 

Sometimes, letting someone in means also letting them help, even with the bad parts. 

I want to be that woman - for him.

However, I fear that is no longer my place. 

That I am not good enough, which scares me. 

I am usually so confident with most everything but when it comes to him, it just crumbles away.

I am scared a "prettier looking girl" will come along,or somebody else from his past ( ironically, a prettier looking girl ) and that he will be lost forever.

I hate worrying, but I am scared.